Sunday, May 31, 2009

MTV, New Moon & Robert Pattinson

I was in the Philippines when the "Twilight" phenomenon hit the world. And yes, we were affected in Asia as well. I had students who couldn't afford paper suddenly carrying around folders with some pasty guy on the cover of it. I had no idea who he was, except that he looked somewhat similar to Cedrik Diggory from Harry Potter. I did go to the movie while in Manila with a couple of other American volunteers, but hardly watched the plot because I was to distracted by the fact that IT WAS MY STATE!!!!!! :-) Please remember it had been months since I'd seen home, and was very excited to recognize the Northwest on the big screen. Not to mention that the screaming the girls kept up was really distracting. But, whatever, I got to look at trees for 2 hours!!!! :-)



But, for as long as I can remember, I have kept up on knowing which guys were HOTT in Hollywood. When I saw the cover of the April GQ while standing in the check-out line at the grocery store, my first thought was "Oh yeah, baby, yummy!" No seriously. That was my first thought. ;-) Followed by others that would be inappropriate to admit. Ehm... Just a minute while I dwell on those thoughts again....



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*clear voice* Okay, uh, where was I? Oh, right. So, yeah. Robert Pattinson. The hottest guy on the planet right now. I do not mean that physically. The guy rates about a 7 on my scale. Johnny Depp is an 11, in case you were wondering. No one can top Johnny in my eyes, or the eyes of any sane woman. Especially not some punk kid who's known for waving a wand, sparkling in the sunlight or masturbating while watching his buddy get it on. Really, girls? Now, I'm not saying the boys not fine. I think I've already made that clear (see earlier comments.) I think it's safe to say that every straight woman and gay man with any taste has contemplated using Redi-whip & chocolate sauce on Robert's naked body. Mmm...


Anyway, The 2009 MTV Movie Awards were today and I haven't missed a show since 2002. It's my yearly guilty pleasure, because I love that something always goes wrong & I can't stop laughing. Oh, and of course, the delicious eye candy. :-)


I tried to include a clip of the first ever exclusive trailer to New Moon & the video showcasing the acceptance of "Best Kiss" by Robert Pattinson and Kristen Stewart (cause it was funny!) But youtube sure has gotten picky with time. So I encourage you all to go check it out for yourselves. It's worth it. I may not be in America in November when New Moon releases, but I'm sure my many friends will fill in the details. :-) For now, I'll enjoy the trailer! :-)


Take care!



http://videoguide.msn.com/play/movies/?g=d0cf7d4a-3f46-45f9-b63f-d289f0f26e5 = New Moon trailer (MTV)

Thursday, May 28, 2009

Just because you can, doesn't mean you should

So, I have a new issue to vent about and my mom suggested I stop complaining to her and find someone else who cares. Then she suggested I write a blog about it. Yes! Of course! I'll vent to the masses and find a sympathetic ear, someone who is also disgusted by the boundaries technology has crossed.

Okay, so I went from bookstore to bookstore this week looking for, duh, a book in a series I've been reading. The book was published (according to the author's website) March 1, 2009. No one at any bookstore had ever heard of this book. Finally a salesclerk at Boarder's asked me if it was an ebook. Me = blank stare. Blink. "Huh?" I got home and googled the title and, sure enough!, this book I've been searching for is not a "book," but a manuscript typed up and available for purchase on-line. It will not be available in hardback/paperback, but will remain an ebook. WHAT!? Now, I knew ebooks existed, but I thought they were for psudo authors designed for all the trash editors would never waste time to print. Apparently not.

Now, I'm a tree huger. I see the benefits of not printing millions of copies and destroying trees. I get it. Yet, to me, books are sacred. When movies, music and shopping all became regulated by the internet, I was cool with the change. But books? There is just something about holding a book in your hands and watching the cover crease with each time I read it; about seeing the lovely book on my overflowing bookshelf; about having the ability to share the book with friends who want to borrow it. I do not want my books to jam my memory on my hard drive and become nothing but forgotten GB's taking up space on my computer. WHAT IS THIS!?

And what self respecting author would agree to allowing their books to not be published, but remain nothing but an electronic copy? And here I say, just because you can do something, doesn't mean you should. Meaning, just because we can put books on-line and never print again (don't even get me started on newspapers), doesn't mean that is the right thing to do and we should sometimes refrain. What is going to happen in the future? Will all the books be "ebooks" (grr..) and the once paper books (aka: real books) be relegated to the same uses as paper towels and toilet paper?! Will kids in the future even know what a real book looks like, or will they someday say "Oh yeah, I saw that on TV once."??? This is just a small tragedy in my world.

I'm just disgusted with modern technology sometimes. This is so one of those times!

Tuesday, May 26, 2009

Tick, tock...

Yep, still waiting on Peace Corps to make their final decision about sending me to a new country. I'm not the only one irritated with the delay. My former country director also expressed aggravation over the wait. Can you believe it's been nearly 6 months since they sent me home from the Philippines?! I can assure you, I'll all healed and MORE then ready to get the hell out of here. I'm not meant to stay in one place too long anymore. I've got wings and PC just keeps clipping them, dang it!

I love PC, I really do. But I hate the politics surrounding head quarters and the constant mind games... Hm... Okay, I love being a PCV, faaar from PCHQ. Every PCV always says "what PC doesn't know wont hurt you..." Meaning once you're sworn in as a volunteer you go to site and try really hard to stay off PC's radar. Just do your job and be happy. That's all I want. I loved my job and I'm still livid that I had to go home. And I love my family...but I've had more then enough of all of them. Please, for the love of God!, get me out of here, Peace Corps! Let me do my job!

And please God, don't let me get sick again. Pleeeeeease!

When I know more, dear readers, so will you. In the meantime, please disregard all blogs that reek of venting, as this one clearly does. *sheepish grin*

More to follow...

Saturday, May 16, 2009

Who the heck are you?

Que Intro:

Hello. About me, hm? Well, I love to write. That is what I do. I write and people pay me to let them read my work. :-) At least, in theory. I’ve never been paid for anything I’ve written. I hope that one day that changes, otherwise I’ll have to get used to a different life style. :-)

I served as a US Peace Corps Volunteer for 4 months in the Philippines–teaching English to high school students. I had a blast & was very disheartened that my health forced my service to end earlier then I had planned. I’m currently readjusting to life in America while Peace Corps finds me a new country to serve.

Life has definitely thrown me curve balls. But that’s okay! Life without surprises wouldn’t be much of a life at all. I enjoy the unexpected and look forward to my next journey. This blog was originally intended as a place to share my adventures with family & friends. It is still that, but has also evolved to the dumping ground for all of my random thoughts.

Enjoy the stories of my life. :-) And please leave a comment if you feel so inclined. Have a good day

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Hi guys,

I've met many people here and there who have asked me questions about joining Peace Corps. Now, if you're series, you've already visited www.peacecorps.gov. Right? ;-) On their web site you have all the basic questions and the mundane FAQ kind of answered for you. Uh yeah... Thanks. But what about talking to someone who has been through the process of applying and being shipped off to a third world country?! Do you really want to talk about EVERYTHING worrying you about joining Peace Corps but you're too freaked out to ask the big heads in Washington DC? Trust me, returned PCV's so understand. Which is why this blog is open to everyone. I've been through the grueling process of applying for Peace Corps (which took me 16 months), the 3 months of waiting around before I left and then another 3 months of training once I got into country and realized what I'd signed up for. PC was the best experience of my life, but I had 0 clue as to what I was doing and really wished I'd had someone to talk to. So, ta da! Congratulations! You stumbled across the right blog. Please feel free to drop me a message, ask a question or leave a comment. I'm more then happy to talk about ANYTHING you want to know about Peace Corps, even if you're just sort of curious. I'm an open book! Consider me your Yoda for this new experience (if you have to). ;-)

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Thursday, May 7, 2009

100 Songs to Live By




These are the songs that I can’t live without. Each are important to me for various reasons. So far I have 80 songs in my playlist. Thought I’d ask my friends if they have any song suggestions for my ultimate list of the “100 Songs to Live By”. And, I’m curious, are any of my songs in your playlist?

1) All My Loving — Jim Sturgess
2) All You Need Is Love– The Beatles
3) Almost Lover– A Fine Frenzy
4) Always Love– Nada Surf
5) American Pie– Don McLean
6) Babe I’m Gonna Leave You– Led Zepplin
7) Beautiful Day– U2
8. Blackbird– Evan Rachel Wood
9) Boston–Augustana
10) Brown Eyed Girl– Van Morrison

11) Chasing Cars– Snow Patrol
12) Clair de Lune– Debussy
13) Counting Stars– Sugarcult
14) Drift– Forty Foot Echo
15) Empty Apartment– Yellowcard
16) Every Little Thing– Hawk Nelson
17) Everything– Lifehouse
18) Falling for You– Jem
19) Feel This (ft. Enation)–Bethany Joy Galeotti
20) Finally Woken—Jem

21) Forever Young– Youth Group
22) Halo– Bethany Joy Galeotti
23) Hands Down– Dashboard Confessionals
24) Hazy (ft. William Fitzsimmons)– Rosi Golan
25) Hey Jude– The Beatles
26) How To Save A Life– The Fray
27) Hysteria– Muse
28) I’ll Be– Edwin McCain
29) I Love Rock n’ Roll– Joan Jet
30) I Love You– Sarah McLachlan

31) I Shall Believe– Sheryl Crow
32) I Want To Hold Your Hand– The Beatles
33) Imagine– John Lennon
34) In The Light– DC Talk
35) Invincible– Muse
36) The Kill– 30 Seconds to Mars
37) Leave Out All the Rest– Linkin Park
38) Leaving 99– Audio Adrenaline
39) Let it Be– Carol Woods & Timothy T Mitchum
40) Life is Beautiful– Vega4

41) Lose my Soul– toby Mac
42) Love is in the House– toby Mac
43) Love Song– Sara Bareilles
44) Made to Love You– toby Mac
45) Missing You– Jem
46) The Mixed Tape– Jack’s Mannequin
47) My Savior My God– Aaron Shust
48) Never Think– Rob Pattinson
49) Pretty Girl– Sugarcult
50) Rest in Pieces—Saliva

51) Romeo and Juliet– Matt Nathanson
52) Save Yourself– Sense Field
53) Screaming Infidelities– Dashboard Confessionals
54) Sea of Faces– Kutless
55) Spotlight (Twilight mix)– Mutemath
56) Stars– Switchfoot
57) Stay Now– Jem
58) Supermassive Black Hole– Muse
59) Time is Running Out– Muse
60) Wait for Love– Matt White

61) Waiting– Fireflight
62) We Belong Together– Gavin Degraw
63) When You Love Someone– Bryan Adams
64) Worst December– Sugarcult
65) You Found Me– The Fray
66) Lovesong– The Cure
67) Dare You to Move– Switchfoot
68) (Everything) I Do, I Do it For You– Bryan Adams
69) Be Yourself– Audioslave
70) For Blue Skies– Stray’s Don’t Sleep

71) Seasons Change– Susie Suh
72) 23– Jimmy Eat World
73) Re-gaining Unconsciousness– NOFX

74) I Want You To Want Me– Cheap Trick

75) The Music of the Night– Andrew Lloyd Webber

76) Leavin’ on a Jet Plane—Chantal Kreviazuk

77) My Never--Blue October

78) Stairway to Heaven--Led Zepplin

79) Hotel California--Eagles

80) Star Spangled Banner/Purple Haze--Jimi Hendrix (for the guitar, duh...)

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Much Ado About Books






Publicly tracking my reading progress for the year. Also offering recommendations, and encouraging recs in return! Started this list while in PCP & haven't felt the need to stop.

JANUARY 2009

"The Daydreamer"--Ian McEwan (wonderful short stories!)

"Water for Elephants"--Sara Gruen (love this book!)

"Generation Me" (great non-fiction read. learned a great deal about myself & my generation)

FEBRUARY

"He's Just Not That Into You"--Behrendt & Tuccillo (single girls guide to dating; okay for a 1 time read.)

"Pride & Prejudice"--Jane Austen (really? EVERYONE should read this book. I do every year.)

MARCH

"Twilight"--Stephanie Meyers
"New Moon" (always recommending this series to my girl friends. you'll hate it, straight guys.)
"Eclipse"
"Breaking Dawn"
"Midnight Sun"

"Need"--Jones (really, really terrible. don't bother)

APRIL

The House of Night Series--P.C. & Kristan Cast
"Marked" (really great read for teens. would rec for hs students. pretty juvenile.)
"Betrayed"
"Changed"
"Untamed"
"Hunted"

Wicked Lovely series--Melissa Marr (incredible! my new favorite series. sexy & engaging.)
"Wicked Lovely"
"Ink Exchange"

The Dark Hunter series--Sherrilyn Kenyon
"Fantasy Lover" (the series is packed with series fantasy action, of all kinds)
"Night Pleasures"
"Night Embrace"
"Dance With The Devil" (at this point you're so hooked, it's ridiculous)
"Kiss of the Night"
"Night Play"
"Seize the Night"

MAY

The Dark Hunter series (continued)--Sherrilyn Kenyon
"Sins of the Night"
"Unleash the Night"
"Dark Side of the Moon"
"Dream-Hunter"
"Devil May Cry"
"Upon the Midnight Clear" (this was clearly a short story turned novel to make $$. grr...)
"Dream Chaser"
"Acheron" (my favorite character's story!)
"One Silent Night"
"Dream Warrior" (and now I have to wait for the rest of the series...)

Wicked Lovely series (continued)--Melissa Marr
"Fragile Eternity" (really loved this book!)

June

"Iliad"--Homer (I so love Achilles! And the Greek Gods!)

August

"Bad Moon Rising"--Sherrilyn Kenyon




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HATE FREE ZONE!

Old blog written September 3, 2007. And still applies to the present day me! :-)

I love my friends & family, gay, straight, budhist, jewish, atheist, agnostic, black, white, red, purple. It so does not matter. And it saddens me that people judge others based upon such superficial criteria. If one must "judge" someone, do so based upon their actions and what lies in their heart, not based upon somethings so small as race, religion, gender or creed.

I was raised by two, very different people. My mother is the tolerant and loving kind; my father the, um, other kind. I pity my father for his small thinking. He hates people based upon their race, religion and sexual orientation. I have friends of different cultures, churches and orientations. Because it shouldn't matter. My dearest friend Amanda commented last summer that I am the least judgmental person she knows. I was flattered but I cannot let her nor others believe such a foolish thought.

I am extremely judgmental of the fake Christians. The mean hearted, hypocritical kind that hate and judge in the name of God. AAAHHHH!!!!!!!! That makes me so mad! The God I serve, which last time I checked was the same God all over the world, does not hate. Do the fake people really think what they say works? It hurts them more then anyone else.  Don't you dare quote the OLD Testament to me, hypocrite. I know it better then you do. First of all, we are CHRISTians, we practice the New Testament. You know, the one that Jesus shows up in. Learn your religion! Second of all, "Love Your Neighbor as You Love Yourself." So anytime the so-called Christians spout evil and mean things to their neighbors I think that they must really hate themselves. Thirdly, "Do Not Judge Lest Thee Be Judged". We are not God, we have no right to tell someone they are going to hell. If a person says you are going to hell for being gay, that must mean they are going to hell for committing the sin of judging another. ......................

No, of course they are not going to hell. God loves us all. If you believe in God and know that He sent His only Son, Jesus, to save us from our ridiculous sins so that we may one day join Him in Heaven, then you are a true Christian. Forget everything else. All the lies and tales you are told by so called experts and religious affiliates. Believe in Jesus and thou shalt be saved. It is that simple. Welcome to my religion. No hatred allowed. Tolerance is the best policy. Where all we believe is that Jesus is our Savior and we try to encourage others to see the world this way. Encourage through our loving actions, not through empty words and threats. Come on, guys, listen to John Lennon and just give peace a chance.

"We don't want your kind at our prom" -Jack
"And what kind is that, the good Christian kind?" -Barbara
"This is not about religion... At least not the kind that hates people. The intolerant, judgmental, hypocritical kind. Close minded, immature, bigoted kind." -Jack
"With bad fashion sense" -Andy
"Really bad." -Jack
"At least I'm not going to hell." -Barbara
"That's it? That's your whole comeback?" -Jack

My religion does not tolerate the Barbara's of the world. I simply choose to love and respect everyone. And I hope that through my actions that others will see the beauty of peace. And I truly believe that one person's actions can create a domino effect. So I hope that my actions will always reflect God's unending love & mercy, so perhaps others will follow suit. One can only hope, right? :-) God bless & Peace be with you!

What I Know of Falling in Love

I wrote this note October 11, 2007. It's one of my favorites & I thought I'd add it to this blog. Enjoy!

There is this moment when I’m writing that a sense of clarity overtakes me. No matter how frustrated I am with a sentence or annoyed with a character, the serenity gracefully shrouds me the way a blanket covers against the chill. The same peaceful attitude occurs when I hear a writer read their work, so enthralled in the words and movement of sound that I cannot help become so engrossed in the words that I lose all sense of time. At this point, all I see is the author standing proud reading each sweet word perfectly and I hear each syllable with the wide-eyed excitement of a child in a toy store. And when this joy and peace overtakes me I know that it has happened, again. I have succumbed to the life altering moment that shatters all my defenses and brings such joy and excitement that I know without a doubt that I fell in love. I fall hard and fast in love with words. For a time, the author is like a god that is to be admired and exalted for his command of language. Yet, eventually the glow I feel for the author transfers to the words he spoke; to each lovely phrase that hangs in the air and descends upon my heart. This is what I know of being in love.

Song Search

HELP!

I've been searching for the identity of certain song for over a year now. I heard it spring 2008 during a promo for Showtime's The Tudors: Season 2.

The link to the video is:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uGZufg-4l0I
(The song begins around 1:19)

It is one of the most hauntingly beautiful songs I think I've ever heard. And it kills me that I don't own it. I sing it all the time and I really, really want to know the name of the woman who sings this song. Has anyone any idea? If so, please, PLEASE share. This obsession is driving me nuts!

The lyrics, so far as I can tell, during the chorus are:

"If you want my love, love me.
If you need me, find my heart and free me.
To tempt me, to bind me, fully gratify me.
If you want my love, love me"

Friday, May 1, 2009

Letter to Peace Corps

Hello everyone,

I recently sent in my letter to PC, describing why I would like to serve in another country. I thought I would add it to my blog. Enjoy!

When I applied for Peace Corps two years ago, I was filled with ideas as to what the program meant to me and how I could be an asset to Peace Corps. Now that I have served, I can honestly say my ideas were naïve, and I honestly had no idea what I was getting myself into. Peace Corps is an incredible experience. It gave me the opportunity to step out of my comfort zone and embrace a new me in a different element.

Serving in Peace Corps Philippines was the best four months of my life, even with the medical issues. I greatly enjoyed learning and exploring in my new environment. Because I was there for such a short time, most of my memories center around PST. My LCF became a great friend and a wonderful big brother as he taught us the language and culture we were now immersed in. I bonded quickly with both sets of host families, with Peace Corps staff, and with my fellow batch mates. In all honesty, my favorite part of my experience in Peace Corps Philippines was batch #267. We were all thrown together out of circumstance, became friends out of necessity, and became a family out of love. Although I was forced to leave the Philippines, I have not lost touch with my batch mates, host families or the schools in which I taught.

I wrote a detailed description of my service before I left the Philippines. Which included my responsibilities as a teacher and other information requested. Due to the fact that I was only an active PCV for one month, I did very little at site. I was still adjusting to my placement when I fell ill. While there, however, I managed to co-teach four upper-level courses in English. I wanted to know the strengths of my students regarding their English knowledge so I requested each of them to write a one page autobiography of themselves. They had two days to write the paper and then I read all 208 essays. I tried to focus on the majority of the issues I discovered—such as grammar, spelling and sentence structure. While at my PST site, I did the same with my students. I also had them, in groups, prepare a television broadcast to encourage them to speak. The students were very enthusiastic about these projects. My counterparts and I worked around the clock co-planning and preparing. We implemented the lesson plan together; each knowing what was expected of the other. Although we did have text books, they were severally lacking and I ended up creating most of my lesson plans from scratch. I was very thankful to have such knowledgeable counterparts to work with and who allowed me to experiment with the lessons. The students were always excited to play whatever “crazy English game” I invented for that lesson. My principals at both schools were impressed with the discipline I had in my classes. It wasn’t really that difficulty—once the students realized my expectations.

During PST, two other trainees and I lead an after school tutoring program twice a week. Some days we were more successful than others, as the student’s thought we were crazy asking them to stay after school. J But the popularity of our unorthodox way of describing lessons (i.e. acting out what DNA particles are,) soon increased our numbers. I also lead one workshop while at my permanent site encouraging the English department to work on reading comprehension in their classrooms. I presented a motivational speech on the benefits of reading to the 4,000 students at BayBay National High School. I was kept busy as the co-advisor for the nationally ranked journalism club at BNHS. And once a week I co-taught five creative writing classes to all age groups.

My students are amazing people, full of excitement for learning and a deep need to be accepted. I admit I was nervous as to how I would connect with non-American teenagers. However, it became startling obvious how similar all teens are. They wanted friendship, understanding, and a mentor. It was my great honor to be everything my students needed. It became obvious that my job was more than just teaching them English—although I did focus on pronunciation, grammar, reading comprehension, and speech (to name a few). We taught each other about our customs, beliefs, and cultures. I became friends with my students, playing basketball with the shy ones who were too nervous to participate in class, but who were enthusiastic on the court. A good teacher knows to use any resource available to them. I often referred to teaching in Peace Corps as “MacGyver teaching.” One had to be resourceful.  I was grateful for the care packages my family sent me, for I would often invert the boxes and use the cardboard to make flashcards or other teaching tools. I found the lack of materials a welcomed challenge, discovering new ways to teach, and most of all, to excite the students about learning. I tried my best to motivate the students so that they would want to come to my class each day and were happy to learn from me, just as I was very happy to be their educator.

In this statement I was asked to identify why I wanted to re-enroll. Below is an excerpt from a blog I wrote while in PC Philippines. I believe it adequately expresses my emotions.

“Yes We Can are three very important words to all Americans right now. Yes, we can make a difference. Yes, we can change the world. Yes, we can believe in our fellow man. And Yes, one act of kindness can create a domino effect of world peace. I will never forget where I was when I heard the most beautiful announcement of my life. Barack Obama is President of the United States of America! It was lunch time on Wednesday. All of the PCT’s were together, eagerly watching the results on CNN. Peace Corps staff was kind enough to project the newscast on the wall in the lunchroom. We had watched the results all morning on our laptops during sessions. When the happy news was announced we all cheered and jumped up and down. All of us hugged one another and there was not a dry eye in the house. I cried ridiculously hard. I’ve never cried over politics–but then again, I’ve never been more happy in my life or more proud to be an American. It was an incredible moment, and a memory I will forever cherish. What complimented that moment was my final step to becoming a Peace Corps Volunteer–my swearing in ceremony. The US Ambassador swore all 65 Volunteers in as the #267th PC group in the Philippines. I can’t begin to describe all of my emotions that day. I knew as it was happening that it was one of the most important moments of my life. That sixteen months of applying for the Peace Corps, two months of packing/preparing and three months of very intense training had finally paid off. I am now, and will forever be, a Peace Corps Volunteer. I am so excited, incredibly happy, overwhelmed and in awe of all the responsibility I have earned with my new title. I look forward to beginning my assignment in BayBay, Leyte. I look forward to all of my new experiences and adventures and I look forward to serving my new President as a PCV. Obama said Yes We Can! Our batch has adopted this mantra as our own. So stand up America! Yes We Can make a change and bring peace and prosperity not only to our country, but to the world. I will begin in the Philippines.”

Filipinos are such warm and giving people—it made falling in love with their culture and customs effortless. I had no intention of ever leaving early and was very disappointed and devastated that my health forced me to leave a place where I felt I truly belonged, and away from people I deeply cared for. I understand headquarters’ reasons as to why I may not return to the Philippines, but I sincerely ask that Peace Corps consider sending me to another country. I guarantee that it won’t be a mistake. For this time around, I am no longer a naïve trainee. I know how hard living away from your comfort zone can be, I understand the challenges facing me, I know what to expect—and I embrace it all. I look forward to everything I can do for Peace Corps, for the host country, and the ways in which this second experience will change me. I would like to serve again because I greatly respect and care about the three goals of Peace Corps. I would like the opportunity to finish what I originally began, and the new experience awaiting me.

If Peace Corps decides to deny me the chance to serve somewhere else I suppose I will continue to look for work. However, I have sent countless resumes and filled out many applications around the country, and have been rejected each time. With the current economy, it is becoming obvious that I cannot find work in America. My family has been very gracious, allowing me to live at home and lend a hand. I have voluntarily visited high schools when requested to talk to students about the advantages of Peace Corps after college. Besides visiting family and talking about Peace Corps, I have had little opportunity to do much else. I can’t seem to be able to find a job in America. There are several opportunities teaching over-seas that I will most likely take advantage of if Peace Corps denies me. Also, I would like to attend graduate school, but I’d prefer to be a RPCV with two years of experience before returning to school.  However, I may not have that opportunity and will wait until the economy is more stable before I take on the extra debt attending graduate school would create.

I am confident in my abilities to uphold the three goals of Peace Corps and I sincerely hope Peace Corps will give me the second chance I am requesting. If I serve in a country lacking in humidity my previous medical condition will not affect me again. I will do my best to remain healthy and will work hard for Peace Corps and my host country. I graciously ask for a second chance to serve my country again through Peace Corps as President Obama has encouraged so many Americans to do so. I know what an asset the program is and how it affects both the lives of the volunteer and those of the host country. I greatly wish to be a Peace Corps Volunteer again teaching English under the Education sector. The ideal placement would be in Africa or Eastern Europe, but as I said the first time I applied, I will serve wherever I am most needed. If that means returning to Asia, then I will do so with a smile and a spring in my step. Being a PCV is an honor—having the chance to make a difference—is a dream come true.

“We Can, we can make difference. With our hands together we can reach the whole world. We can, we can move a mountain. It’s all for one and one for all that keeps us strong.” –PCP #267

Note: If it is possible, I would like to be placed with my former batch mate, Heather Krause. If it’s impossible, that is understandable. But we both agree that there is no risk in asking. :-)  Thanks.

More to follow...